Dear community,
Some of you may know I exist and who I am, some of you may not.
Just a brief introduction: (introducing oneself in a farewell section )
My name is Saiyan (on here) , i've been a moderator for a good 10 months, before I got promoted I was a scripter 2 and a chatbox assistant.
I'm from the UK and I'm 17 years old (I turned 17 on the 21st of Jan this year)
I joined the site in 2014 but I was a typical grey name leech and not until 2015 did I actually become active in the community.
During my time here, I had a lot of fun made a lot of scripts (Saiyan's GWD, Saiyan's BDK, Saiyan's Zulrah (made by Explv))
Introduction aside, i'm not leaving the site I just won't be on as much and as a result to spare the burden for the team of having a ghost aka me doing nothing in the time that i'll be inactive, I decided to resign so they can choose someone new or another viable option whatever they all decide on.
The reason for my resignation is due to many things, I won't delve too deep in the details because it is pretty personal and i'd want to spare myself the pity but basically it's to do with family issues and arguments that I have on a daily basis with my parents, me being a worthless failure in the eyes of my parents just a useless son who plays on the pc for the full day 24/7. You might say how does that affect my moderation but basically I live with my parents and pretty much they own everything cause I earn $0 irl and have no income as I am unemployed so technically everything in my possession (my phone, my pc, my ps4 etc) they own. That being said, sometimes when we fall out they'll take away these things but obviously it's just items so I wont throw a fit and be like give me my things back, sometimes I think it's for the better good anyway because all I do is sulk and retreat to my pc cause I can't cope with my insecurities.
That's just one of the issues but other issues currently concerning me irl would be the fact that I want to focus on my education and keep that as my priority and I know its not medically diagnosed because I havent talked to anyone about it because I don't want to be put on medication even though I can feel pretty shitty sometimes but Im pretty sure im depressed anyway ngl lol. Not that it matters nor do I want to fully explain it because I could be speaking about it all day.
But yeah, back to the point.
I'm sorry if I ever offended or hurt you it wasn't intentional, it was me either in a bad mood or me being a douche solely for the benefit of the community. I don't ask you to forgive me if you hate me but I ask you to find it in your heart to understand what I did and why I did what I did.
I've made many mistakes and I've learnt from them hopefully.
Maybe one day if my life is stable if the team want me back sure i'll be here for them and for you all. I'm sorry I cant be here for you now, but I have to face my own demons.
Thanks for having me all