This is the second one i went out on with the same girl. All went well, played some pool, and had some food. Only thing is in the end, i took a risk and went for a kiss and got the cheek. I was worried about wasting my opportunity so i had better do it, it was a waste of time anyway. I didn't like her much, only thing good about her was her green eyes and that she was into the hip-hop scene/clothing. And that she approached me first. And that she had a nose ring right in between her nose like a bull and she told me guys made fun of her and called her a dog on a leash etc so i felt bad her for. And that she even shaved her head like Amber Rose (or atleast tried to) and wore a wig and snapback sometimes.
So afterwards, when i sent a text apologizing and saying i would like to see her again, she replies with ''i would like that too but as friends'' i knew that was my doom, and it was the first time ever this had happened to me in my 22 years on this earth. I replied with a harsh ''I liked you for your personality, so don't try to tell me this stuff, i'm not into being friends with you, sorry. If you got something important to tell me, do it otherwise don't message me anything''. Basically i wasn't gonna accept this bullshit, i already know a girl that i'm ''friends'' with because she's fucking annoying as hell and looks like a dude i went to class with, i don't see her at all.
But anyway, i feel both happy and pissed off at the same time, because i only want to be with girls for one thing, generally. I'm not an asshole in real life, i treat people good but i have learned over time to be cautious when it comes to dating, i rarely put my guard down and show emotion, it'll only bite me in the ass afterwards. So did i do the right thing? Should i have accepted her friendship? I'll forget about her in the morning, just like everything else that has gone to shits for me over the years.