I think you've got alot more to offer than writing this on a botting forum, maybe consider blogging this on a proper platform. Who knows, down the line you may find that you're quite compelling and interesting to read based on the feedback you get. Could even turn into something you love doing that helps pay a few bills.
There's enough self-help shit out there, don't get me wrong. But you never know the audience you're going to resonate with given the amount of information you're willing to share.