I remember the first time I went fighting in the wild. I got my first 1m ams felt so cool. My friends - who were all noons - thought I was the best player and hyped my up. I never was the guy who liked cb, so I was only focusing on my skilling skills. My first 1m I bought a bunch of runes and wizzy g and I was the coolest kid in my clan. I went to the wild and my friends followed me and I got gang raped. I had all my runes on me - 1m worth - and I died and spawned in lumby with nothing since I got skulled for some strange reason.
That killed my esteem and I went to kill myself.
The end.