I'm in your same spot, but think about it? How can I can be more organized, you need to have a driving passion just like you have passion to Bot, get on osbot you need things to power your will and make you succeed. Things get harder and harder and if you can't keep your self motivated you're going to feel like it's too hard and you need help when all you need is a clear mind and a piece of paper to jot down what you need to do. Have something in front of you that will always push you to getting your shit done. All of us have your problem, but the ting is we know what we have to do, the problem is do we want to push ourselves?