Why the fuck are you working when your "main income" is from OSBot/Crypto... atleast online stuff.
I've finished my degree in Web Developing and yes it is normal to do this shit all by yourself if you join a shitty ass company whom nobody knows about.
Just quit the goddamn job and dont be a pussy. If you can't handle this, you shouldn't work there in the first place. Get back to being pizza boy.