Emilyy Posted October 13, 2016 Share Posted October 13, 2016 Dont see the point in living 70 years just to die at the end of it , may aswell get it over with .. is there something wrong with me for thinking this lol 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eagle Scripts Posted October 13, 2016 Share Posted October 13, 2016 Why would you think like that Live from day to day Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Saiyan Posted October 13, 2016 Share Posted October 13, 2016 Suicide isn't the best of ideas. If you need to talk to someone, you already have lot's of friends here on OSBot and skype. Suicide doesn't end the pain, its just shared to a love one 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Emilyy Posted October 13, 2016 Author Share Posted October 13, 2016 Why would you think like that Live from day to day coz i have nothing going for me atm anyway Suicide isn't the best of ideas. If you need to talk to someone, you already have lot's of friends here on OSBot and skype. Suicide doesn't end the pain, its just shared to a love one i wouldnt kill myseif im too scared to anyway but i do feel like there is no point to life, every friendship you make they will die anyway and in like 50 yars after death ur forgotten and everything was for nothing Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Acerd Posted October 13, 2016 Share Posted October 13, 2016 i welcome you Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bucket1337 Posted October 13, 2016 Share Posted October 13, 2016 (edited) Thats like not playing DMM because you know it will die within the first week. Nah but seriously. Find something that makes you happy. I've had the same issues. Had weeks where I would just lay in bed and thinking about why I would want to stay alive. At that point I remembered my friends and my family. People would care if I was gone. That got me back up. I found my gf, went vegan and started playing professional paintball. Those things make me happy AF. I'm sure you will find your destiny. Don't give up, you're not the only person to face that problem. Edited October 13, 2016 by Slawa 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Saiyan Posted October 13, 2016 Share Posted October 13, 2016 coz i have nothing going for me atm anyway i wouldnt kill myseif im too scared to anyway but i do feel like there is no point to life, every friendship you make they will die anyway and in like 50 yars after death ur forgotten and everything was for nothing Cherish them whilst they last and make the most of life One shot is all you'll get m8 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackshow Posted October 13, 2016 Share Posted October 13, 2016 Suicide doesn't end the pain, its just shared to a love one Actually, killing yourself does end all of your problems. It really does. You die and you can't experience them anymore since you're dead. But it does cause problems for other people in the world, someones gotta clean up the shit u do, etc 4 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Arjen Posted October 13, 2016 Share Posted October 13, 2016 (edited) I had a discussion about this today. Life doesnt matter, the decisions you make dont matter. everything we do will fade away. some people will see this in a negative way. but i experience this as ultimate freedom. in reality we have no responsibility I am honestly happy with not having a purpose. Edited October 13, 2016 by Eend 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Antonio Kala Posted October 13, 2016 Share Posted October 13, 2016 Why should you wipe after going to the bathroom if you are going shit again in less than 24 hours? your wiping won't mean shit because you will shit regardless and be dirty again which makes it meaningless, but at-least for those 24 hours you will be clean and you can enjoy that time. Apply that to ur life, ur still gonna die and it won't matter but u will enjoy the time up until the end. 4 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Emilyy Posted October 13, 2016 Author Share Posted October 13, 2016 Why should you wipe after going to the bathroom if you are going shit again in less than 24 hours? your wiping won't mean shit because you will shit regardless and be dirty again which makes it meaningless, but at-least for those 24 hours you will be clean and you can enjoy that time. Apply that to ur life, ur still gonna die and it won't matter but u will enjoy the time up until the end. that actually makes sense... I had a discussion about this today. Life doesnt matter, the decisions you make dont matter. everything we do will fade away. some people will see this in a negative way. but i experience this as ultimate freedom. in reality we have no responsibility I am honestly happy with not having a purpose. thats an interesting way of putting it but there are still consquences like i cant go running around naked because i have 'no responsibility' coz ill be put in prison for indecent exposure lmao Actually, killing yourself does end all of your problems. It really does. You die and you can't experience them anymore since you're dead. But it does cause problems for other people in the world, someones gotta clean up the shit u do, etc exactly but the thought of dying creeps me out i dont wanna be put in a coffin i wanna pay someone to hide my body when i die so i can be like put in a field of flowers or something i dont wanna go underground the thought makes me literally nearly throw up Thats like not playing DMM because you know it will die within the first week. Nah but seriously. Find something that makes you happy. I've had the same issues. Had weeks where I would just lay in bed and thinking about why I would want to stay alive. At that point I remembered my friends and my family. People would care if I was gone. That got me back up. I found my gf, went vegan and started playing professional paintball. Those things make me happy AF. I'm sure you will find your destiny. Don't give up, you're not the only person to face that problem. people care when we are gone but they dont make the effort to care while we are alive.. i kinda wanna go vegan but i dont know how to go about it... the bf im with now makes me cry everyday and i feel so miserable; worst thing about it is hes coming to stay with me in 2 days for a week. i feel like im gonna be stuck with my worst enemy which makes me feel worse. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dmix Posted October 13, 2016 Share Posted October 13, 2016 (edited) Why should you wipe after going to the bathroom if you are going shit again in less than 24 hours? your wiping won't mean shit because you will shit regardless and be dirty again which makes it meaningless, but at-least for those 24 hours you will be clean and you can enjoy that time. Apply that to ur life, ur still gonna die and it won't matter but u will enjoy the time up until the end. Man, this is good So many things, secrets, activities, people in this world. Just explore, find yourself, enjoy it, stop focusing on dumb shit and stress. Nobody knows why we live to die. Maybe its just one phase, leading to another one. One day we all will find out, but no worries right now Edited October 13, 2016 by dmix Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kim Posted October 13, 2016 Share Posted October 13, 2016 Change your mind Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Emilyy Posted October 13, 2016 Author Share Posted October 13, 2016 Man, this is good So many things, secrets, activities, people in this world. Just explore, find yourself, enjoy it, stop focusing on dumb shit and stress. Nobody knows why we live to die. Maybe its just one phase, leading to another one. One day we all will find out, but no worries right now god your so intellectual why are none of my friends like you im so sick of being around people with nothing and no conversation and no thoughts lmaooooooooooo i ammmgoinggg sooo crazzyyyyyyyyy how do i fnid myself lol? true urgh Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
