I always blamed my team, feeded and gave others the fault.
Then I realized (after one whole month) that it is me, that I have to change at that there is no such thing as bronze hell.
I started to move the chat out of my screen, focused on my lane, warded all the time.
I started to win almost always my lane, once i got the towers i immideatly started to help top and bot, depending where help was needed.
I started to feed less to almos no death, learned how to place myself correct in teamfights.
For a short time i was even in b3, started to play new champs (illoai top) and dropped back to b5.
Now I only play malz mid / tryn jung and i think I learned a lot.
Most important for me:
- it is your own fault if the team looses
- there is no such thing as bronze hell
- if you cant carry you belong to your division
- always ward
- mute chat if anyone flames, dont chat at all unless it is needed for positioning
I hope i can make it to silver soon.