i use to play that game a long long time ago now i get on every once in a while to send anon mails to people and mess with them
http://www.torn.com/profiles.php?XID=1357339
whats your main account on there?
Really the most depressing thing is your jealousy. You're jealous because he actually achieved something in life and he is much better at a game than you are. Quite sad really that you feel this way.