I understand. I was a daily smoker until about 2 months ago. I wasn't addicted to weed, but I was addicted to being high, and it was out of hand. I've done amphetamines, DXM, diphenydramine, smoked daily, mushrooms... Name a category of drug, and I've tried it. The worst part about stoner culture is that most stoners are so blind and ignorant to the reality of drug use. They'll do anything to justify their use and reverently preach that "you can never be addicted, there's nothing negative about persistent marijuana use/psychedelic use/etc." They're fucking idiots. There's a such thing as responsible drug use, and there's irresponsible drug use. With EVERY SINGLE DRUG UNDER THE SUN. MUSHROOMS, LSD, MARIJUANA... I don't want to hear your bullshit about "low physical addiction potential and limited long-term side effects." You're getting high, and being high can get in the way of your life. I fell into the pathetic stoner culture that tells you that weed and similar drugs were all positive, no negative, and it's beyond retarded. It makes me angry to even think that there are actually fools in this world who try and convince everybody that there is nothing wrong with prioritizing marijuana over living your life like a useful human being.
I'm 2 months sober and it hasn't gotten any easier. Trust me man, going from daily drug use to nothing is hard as hell. But it's a beautiful thing. My relationship is a million times stronger (I don't know how she put up with me 2 years, but I sure do love her for it), I feel more mentally clear, I'm 200% more productive, and I'm finally getting my priorities straight. I think about the high every day, and I still get that urge to feel high, but every day I'm more in control.
It'll get better man, you just need to find a personal reason to persist in staying away from weed for awhile. Maybe someday, when you're in a healthier mental state, you can use responsibly again. I don't think there's anything wrong with use, but there's a hell of a lot wrong with condoning over-use. If you use "recreationally" more than twice a week, there's probably a problem (not counting legitimate medical usage of course).
Goodluck man. I feel for you and I honestly wish you the very best.