I'm 19 and have just graduated from high school. I have no dreams and visions about my future. There's nothing that I'm interested in working with and it has resulted in me not caring about school and failing at a subject. I have some leftovers to do but I don't care about doing them but eventually I will feel like I have to just because that I don't want to disappoint my parents. I've got no job but make decent money online (not from botting), more than enough to buy my own food and pay my father some rent since I live with him. The only things I do during the days are pretty much the same;  browse the internet, play video games with friends, watch tv series/movies, work out and some times a week I go out for a walk with a close friend of mine. I go out with my friends to drink or something like once a month. I just feel that everything is pointless and have had that feel for several years now. I can't imagine anything that would make me wish for the night to be over when going to bed just so I could wake up on a new day. I also don't feel like I deserved to be in the shtty school, I screened off from reality and just let the time go by. This stuck with me and it weakened me but since graduation, which was about 4 months ago, I've fully recovered. I just see everything so clearly, completely meaningless. Wut to do? There are no good answers, I know. But hopefully you enjoy your life.

Edited October 28, 201312 yr by sw1tt

I was in your exact position last year. I got lucky because I realized it this summer that I had to step it up, and decided to read a book my dad had on Java programming and realized that I loved learning to make the computer do things just by typing in commands. My grades instantly shot up as I had a passion for something, and am now a straight A student.

 

You just gotta let it come to you. I know that's not encouraging, but try new things out! Go online and look up different types of jobs and learn about them. Maybe even start learning Java and create a script? You'll find your way, it just takes time.

I'm 18 and find my self too wondering whats the point of life.. Get rich? And then what? Sometimes I feel like it would just be easier to sleep and never wake up to where I'd be dreaming forever. I guess the virtual world makes real life seem so alluding 

Something is wrong with your mentality. You don't seem to care about your future or any aspect of it. I suggest finding a new motivation to change your perspective on life. You might be suffering depression and should try to get out more than stay home. 

Something is wrong with your mentality. You don't seem to care about your future or any aspect of it. I suggest finding a new motivation to change your perspective on life. You might be suffering depression and should try to get out more than stay home. 

Something is wrong with my mentality? I'm not captured by "reality" and I don't care about the most important thing in this world, money.

Most people are so judgmental, not that it has anything to do with me, they just seem pathetic. I see this all day.

Edited October 28, 201312 yr by sw1tt

I'm 19 and have just graduated from high school. I have no dreams and visions about my future. There's nothing that I'm interested in working with and it has resulted in me not caring about school and failing at a subject. I have some leftovers to do but I don't care about doing them but eventually I will feel like I have to just because that I don't want to disappoint my parents. I've got no job but make decent money online (not from botting), more than enough to buy my own food and pay my father some rent since I live with him. The only things I do during the days are pretty much the same;  browse the internet, play video games with friends, watch tv series/movies, work out and some times a week I go out for a walk with a close friend of mine. I go out with my friends to drink or something like once a month. I just feel that everything is pointless and have had that feel for several years now. I can't imagine anything that would make me wish for the night to be over when going to bed just so I could wake up on a new day. I also don't feel like I deserved to be in the shtty school, I screened off from reality and just let the time go by. This stuck with me and it weakened me but since graduation, which was about 4 months ago, I've fully recovered. I just see everything so clearly, completely meaningless. Wut to do? There are no good answers, I know. But hopefully you enjoy your life.

 

LIFT WEIGHTS! do different things, its good to try new things

I still don't give a shit

Life is a dream, when you die, you wake up.

Life is a dream, when you die, you wake up.

Don't bullfuck me

I'm 19 and have just graduated from high school. I have no dreams and visions about my future. There's nothing that I'm interested in working with and it has resulted in me not caring about school and failing at a subject. I have some leftovers to do but I don't care about doing them but eventually I will feel like I have to just because that I don't want to disappoint my parents. I've got no job but make decent money online (not from botting), more than enough to buy my own food and pay my father some rent since I live with him. The only things I do during the days are pretty much the same;  browse the internet, play video games with friends, watch tv series/movies, work out and some times a week I go out for a walk with a close friend of mine. I go out with my friends to drink or something like once a month. I just feel that everything is pointless and have had that feel for several years now. I can't imagine anything that would make me wish for the night to be over when going to bed just so I could wake up on a new day. I also don't feel like I deserved to be in the shtty school, I screened off from reality and just let the time go by. This stuck with me and it weakened me but since graduation, which was about 4 months ago, I've fully recovered. I just see everything so clearly, completely meaningless. Wut to do? There are no good answers, I know. But hopefully you enjoy your life.

You my friend have just reached enlightenment.

 

So what you make fucking money online - go get a job, don't want to get a job?

Then start getting some higher education.. You don't even need to know what the fuck you want to do, just enroll for general classes and figure it out. Also find an awesome girl who supports, and encourages you.

 

You're suffering from the reality that you are now on your own. There is no more mandated school for you to go to, you have to make your own choices now. You can't live with your parents forever, and you can't go on doing nothing productive either.

 

 

Also you need to start smoking weed. No, not because "Oh I don't care about anything I'm going to get high". No you need to smoke weed to do some deep thinking about who you are, what you've done, and what you're going to do. Also stop drinking once a month with your friends that isn't helping anything.

 

This isn't meant to be a mean message I went through this same shit 3 years ago when I graduated.

 

You don't have to get a job, you don't have to go to school. You just need to realize you are alive, and the world is yours.

 

 

Also you need to start smoking weed.

 

 

Don't start smoking weed, don't take any drugs. They are only a hindrance to you're path of growth and I've been through some of the worst times of my life because of them. Smoking weed, yeah it "chills you out and you can think deeper" but after that hour is over, it has the opposite effect that's lasts longer in the times when you're actually living your truthful experience without any intoxicants. Weed speeds up the mind, which in turn leads you to wanting to slow the mind down, so you smoke more and more until it no longer servers you're chaotic mind which is when you then turn to harder drugs.                                                                                                                      

 I totalllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllly understand where you're coming from. You're looking for a deeper meaning to life then the current experience that everyone is after, gaining money. Because what reason do we gain money? It's so we can buy things we want, which in turn make us happy. Why do they make us happy? Because we feel happiness inside when we receive an object of our desire. Why do we feel happiness inside? Because we create it within our own body. A dead material object or a bank digit on a screen doesn't make us happy, we create the happiness in reaction to it.

                                                                                                                                                                                                                           

This is what lead me to spirituality, to gain control over our emotions and for a deeper meaning to life. I for one am sick of how the majority of people haven't got a clue as to why they are doing what they are doing, they are simply plodding along with not even the slightest thought about what they are really doing. Gaining money, getting wasted on drugs/alcohol, work, repeat.                                                                                                                      

 

I lost most of my passion for things, i am in the same situation as you, not sure which direction to direct my energy. Health is what I've now taken an interest in. I can't say it's gripped me by the balls and it's my new passion, like some things have in the past, but it's nice to know that instead of my health declining over time like most people, it's actually getting better and i can only have a positive outlook on the future of my health.

 

So, perhaps health and spirituality could be an option for you to research into, you know, something that is essential to life as we know it and where you can experience a better future. Health is wealth ^^

 

 

 

Also you need to start smoking weed.

 

 

Don't start smoking weed, don't take any drugs. They are only a hindrance to you're path of growth and I've been through some of the worst times of my life because of them. Smoking weed, yeah it "chills you out and you can think deeper" but after that hour is over, it has the opposite effect that's lasts longer in the times when you're actually living your truthful experience without any intoxicants. Weed speeds up the mind, which in turn leads you to wanting to slow the mind down, so you smoke more and more until it no longer servers you're chaotic mind which is when you then turn to harder drugs.                                                                                                                      

 I totalllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllly understand where you're coming from. You're looking for a deeper meaning to life then the current experience that everyone is after, gaining money. Because what reason do we gain money? It's so we can buy things we want, which in turn make us happy. Why do they make us happy? Because we feel happiness inside when we receive an object of our desire. Why do we feel happiness inside? Because we create it within our own body. A dead material object or a bank digit on a screen doesn't make us happy, we create the happiness in reaction to it.

                                                                                                                                                                                                                           

This is what lead me to spirituality, to gain control over our emotions and for a deeper meaning to life. I for one am sick of how the majority of people haven't got a clue as to why they are doing what they are doing, they are simply plodding along with not even the slightest thought about what they are really doing. Gaining money, getting wasted on drugs/alcohol, work, repeat.                                                                                                                      

 

I lost most of my passion for things, i am in the same situation as you, not sure which direction to direct my energy. Health is what I've now taken an interest in. I can't say it's gripped me by the balls and it's my new passion, like some things have in the past, but it's nice to know that instead of my health declining over time like most people, it's actually getting better and i can only have a positive outlook on the future of my health.

 

So, perhaps health and spirituality could be an option for you to research into, you know, something that is essential to life as we know it and where you can experience a better future. Health is wealth ^^

 

 

 

Don't want this to be a debate but the effect of weed is completely user dependent - I've smoked weed for 5 years now haven't stopped once I still get high and no it doesn't make you want 'hard drugs' that's one of the most idiotic arguments against weed and has been disprove thousands of times. I believe weed will help you, asses yourself - as your ego doesn't affect you when you are high, and our ego's are what drives our self perception eliminate the ego - see yourself for you who you are.

 

 

Also spirituality is illogical. The better alternative is philosophy 

Tztok, stop talking out of your ass.

Tztok, stop talking out of your ass.

 

That's all you have to say? That is not constructive nor helpful, at-least post an argument to what I said. Instead of dismissing it as "talking out of my ass". 

I have to agree with TzTok (somewhat), At this point in time you have to let your soul lead you to where you need to be. Find interest in something, and if you cant sit and stare at something/things till your mind sees it different.

Also when you do things put yourself into, try and find what your mind makes it to be not what you make it.

Also to the argument above, there is nothing wrong with weed. Weed is good for seeing things in a different way, it also helps stimulate receptors in your body that promote better sleep/hunger 

Edited November 5, 201312 yr by LifezHatred