October 4, 201312 yr Going to my first day of work, just thought I inform you all, also, big week for me just discovered I have feelings and they are the worst pain ever. Been a man for 19 years and never felt pain like this ='(. Haven't cried yet though, god knows I want to. Venting makes it feel better, but afterwards I have to punch stuff and make myself bleed to scrape the gay feeling off. Well I'm off to my first day of work in slides and sweat pants, wonder how long until I get fired lol... Maybe get a few numbers too =)