Thanks man, trust me when I started Graphics and Designing 3 years ago I really didn't know crap. I relied on tutorials 100% off the time and onwards that is when I started to practice and work on myself.
You need to have the motivation and the desire, when you have those 2 then nothing will stop you from exceeding your abilities.
I'm happy that I am progressing and learning, as one day I hope to be actually called a Professional Designer.
Instead of investing your time into games and runescape especially, invest your time into learning something that you actually want to learn. Then one day you'll be somewhere, where you never expected yourself to be.