I am here to save you, come to me child
nah but seriously, I quit for a good while, try and not feel guilty about if you do or don't. I don't think you have to delete your osbot account, as this community is much more than just runescape and its always I place you will welcomed back too if you do quit and decide you want to.
Runescape is just a game and an addiction for me, but just like all addictions, I find if you keep yourself busy and find something else to do (pref that you enjoy), you will over time just get over it.
Just don't do anything drastic as you seem like a great guy, would hate to see things not go well for you man
- ps jesus loves you