Hope

This man speaks the truth. Just have to wait it out

Best of luck with that ma dude. That rank is = scary ?

Kill revenants

I'll do it for 42M 07gp PM me!

PMed

PM me if you are interested I can do this for you easily by then!

I tried looking up for a source where this was stated but I didn't find anything, not even on the osrs site. Can you provide a link where its mentioned?

O.O wdym EB

Timeframe @Monkley ? I can do this service for 23M 07

Hey @ozeki6 ! I recommend @Night's shop that sells level 3 accounts accounts.rs That's his site go buy from him!!

Update: 8/21/2018 So far progress towards my gold-farm has been great. Finally found a scripter that could write my complicated request and I am working with him. Ty @Eagle Scripts ! As for feedback I have finally hit a small personal goal of 10 positive Feedback! The grind has been slow taking on big-ish orders but I finally made it 40 more to go till I can finally check off something on my list

Yes!!!!!! That is honestly the most entertaining tbh. It also helps me tons bc I am well aware of many things that COULD happen when trading others. Learned a lot just from reading the past xD

With you there, but idm because it gives me something to read lol

Need more this isnt enough ty ?

Quite the plan you have there ? Best of luck!

Welcome to OSbot!

@Pwning Send me a PM! I am willing to discuss this with you with prices + timeframe

Best of luck with your services famalam ?

Welcome

@Ghandddd I will do this service for you for 7300k

Take care of yourself and gl on your goals my man

I appreciate your words so much, guys. For me, It was an absolute nightmare (and I would be lying if I said that I don't have times when I get hella sad from time to time) but honestly, keeping myself busy I have found helps tons. Starting to re-add people on Facebook that I haven't spoken to in years, some people I am so surprised still care enough about me to ask how I am and when are we meeting up. That honestly has shocked me so far this week. Also, you guys made a huge difference as well. When I joined the OSBot community I had my reasons, to work under @Dbuffed but that was motivated by my wanting and desire to belong somewhere. Because for the longest time I was alone and didn't really have a place to call "home" or people that I could willingly talk to and actually enjoy doing so. But I am incredibly glad to say that yall have made my grind to fix my life so much better. Working on services, receiving help to be a gold farmer, and just posting in everyone's threads in general and getting to know the community just a little bit more every day. I appreciate that so much and it helped me so much. So really tysm yall for that

(Before you read, if you don't care about the topic then you are entitled to feel that way. I am writing this because if by some chance I am able to influence or help at least one person out there, then it is worth it and if you cannot respect that then I am politely asking you to not post on my thread.) Hello OSBot, I... quite honestly don't know how to word this properly but I'll just speak from the heart about the some of the past events in my life and how it has affected the way I am today. For me, growing up was quite literally a nightmare. Being verbally, mentally, and physically abused was a part of the daily norm and I was raised to hide that from others. When I say that my childhood was a living nightmare, I mean it. I was driven multiple times to take my life before the age of 14 because I couldn't handle it anymore. Because of my home-life, I was molded into one of the "quiet kids" in school growing up. I never spoke about my feelings and everything that bothered me I treated like the abuse at home - I kept it to myself and bottled it up. I grew up hating my father because of what I went through because my whole life at the time I always asked myself, "Why me?" and "What did I do by being born to deserve this?" It honestly made me into a real sad sack of shit. I found it incredibly difficult to relate to people, I never gave anyone a chance to get to know me because I had so many walls built up, and I honestly didn't even know if I was worth receiving help anymore because I deemed myself as a "failure" because it was all I ever knew growing up. Over the more recent years, my father grew to apologize to me in ways that I couldn't even imagine and for the first time in my life I felt that he actually cared about me. I know he didn't mean to fuck with me as bad as he did - but it was still unexcusable. Because of the abuse, I was mentally and emotionally ruined going into college and I felt it wasn't my fault. You know... last October I was at home with him, he was having heart surgery and he was a feeble old man. I loved him, don't ask me why, but for some reason... I was able to overlook all the pain and horrors he has made me endure growing up and I felt sorry for him. No man deserves to have his independence ripped from him. In my opinion, it is just as bad as a man having his sense of pride stripped from him. Last October I was in the living room with my dad and he started screaming my name... I turned and I found him grabbing his heart area and the look of absolute fear in his face is one that will haunt me forever. I immediately called 911 and lied him down on the floor but when the ambulance came, he was as still as a log... almost dead. At that point in my life, I was actually starting to forgive my dad as well. I was starting to believe that he wasn't the monster that I always thought he was. I was honestly waiting for his birthday so that I could tell him "Dad I love you and I forgive you" for the first time in my entire life. But no, that never happened. Instead I just stood there as the paramedics were shocking his chest. 1, 2, 3, clear - shock. I hit that point where nothing else mattered, any sounds were ignored and all I could hear was the counting and failed shock attempts to revive my dad. I wanted to look away, tell myself.. "No... this can't be real, my dad isn't gone... I still have to tell him I love you" but I couldn't. I couldn't look away. Every shock I felt like a part of my soul was being ripped out of me. I felt nothing but looked on, feeling this incredible emptiness fully consume me. Watching them take my dad to the hospital with a cover over his body as I stayed home to clean what was left of the chaos at home. My life, with everybody telling me how sorry they were for my loss, I didn't care about all that. I didn't care about anything or anyone. I pushed my girlfriend out of my life and she tried so hard to help me go through this. Those walls that I was getting ready to break down for my dad were higher than ever... I felt alone. I would cry myself to sleep every night and I was haunted by the images of watching him pass as I helplessly stood by. I felt like I was just a mere shadow of what I once was, and my biggest regret to this day is that I never did once get to tell my dad I loved him. That still hits me hard... Up until 2 weeks ago, I was feeling like this, completely empty and quite honestly. I was going to "Commit" (im sure you know what I mean by that). Everything changed for me when I actually took my interpersonal communications class. Honestly, I was so terrified because everyday I was thinking about how I would commit. I was SCREAMING for somebody to help me on the inside but the words never came out. But in my exams, I was able to leave little hints to my speech teacher that I needed help. He responded only through feedback to my exams but honestly, on Aug 3rd when I read his feedback, he stopped me from actually fulfilling the plan I had. That was supposed to be the day I took my own life, the day I let everything boil over because I couldn't handle it anymore. I would no longer be able to do anything else on Earth. What stopped me? I am sure he doesn't know but he said one thing that honestly changed my life at that point. He said, "Hey Jonathan, I know I could NEVER relate to how you feel about your loss, especially in the way it happened to you. But if there is one thing I know, it is that you have A PURPOSE on this planet. If you ever feel like you don't you push that bad voice out of you and you come straight to me - day or night call me and I will answer for you. Jonathans have to stick together." When I read this, I felt like the whole world's weight was lifted off my shoulders. For the first time in my life, a complete STRANGER who I only let know just a small amount of my personal life showed me something that all my other family members hadn't. That he genuinely cared about me. Unlike him, my family was more interested in my inheritance from my dad and it hurt me so much. But to sum it all up, honestly... if you feel that you are alone in the world and that everything is crashing down on you... I don't blame you. I could go on for hours about my story and every detail but I don't have the time. If you feel like you need help, SEEK SOMEONE OUT. I used to be an incredibly introverted person because of my childhood and it was hard. But once I did, by leaving little messages to my teacher... he opened up doors I thought would never be open-able again. He literally has saved my life and he has no idea how grateful I am about it. So my advice to everyone out there who is STRUGGLING and fighting their own mental battle, just know that you aren't alone. I have been there and honestly I almost ended it all. I almost lost EVERYTHING because I felt like I was nothing. It isn't like that though and it doesn't have to be. It is up to you to make the choice if you want to be helped. If that is too much, please call this number. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline : 1-800-273-8255 Ever since that day, I can confidently say that although I still face sadness from time to time. I am not as bad off as I was two weeks ago. I am currently working on rebuilding my life and also my social life. So far the future looks bright for me and I can attribute all that to my decision to ask for help in the smallest way possible. Just never lose hope everyone - there always is some to go around even when you feel like there is nothing left. Trust me, I've been there -Hope

Hmm, honestly, I thought about forming a gold-farming team myself but I decided against it. For me, it is all about money at the end of the day and I know I can only trust myself to fully do my part. I do not have any control over the other person and all I "would" have from them is their word. Which has been proven so many times throughout the site that even that isnt much to go off of. I spent a good 2+ weeks doing my own research when it came to working on my own gold farming ideas and how I want things implemented. Asked around for tid-bits of information that I was unsure of. But I made sure that I wasn't asking to be spoon-fed either. If I had a question I showed the research I was doing to the person I was asking so they knew I was actually trying and needed genuine help. I HIGHLY recommend just doing it solo tbh, look up past threads about gold farmers and see their side of the story. Learn from their mistakes and especially skim through the gold farming guides that have been made. It will take some work to make it happen solo but once you get it running, nothing can really stop you and you won't have the fear of someone stabbing you in the back at the end of the day Just my view on the topic, may be unpopular but everyone is entitled to how they feel

WTF lol! What a great time to gold-farm then. Gonna check this out for myself