not gunna lie, ain't a good thing to think - maybe you should see a doctor

At this point in life, the concept of living itself seems to have to value. If I did not have a family that would feel major regret and shame from my suicide, then I would end my life without hesitation.

That's not a normal feeling. If you are feeling that way you need to talk to somebody in real life. I know you probably won't but you should.

 

Life can be beautiful for you.

don't do it, things will get a better way in the future. just don't give up and keep fighting  

nothing but weak pussies even think bout suicide. and attention whores talk about it.