"If I did not have a family that would feel major regret and shame from my suicide, then I would end my life without hesitation."
I'm not going to kill myself, i'm stating that if I could, I would. Anyone else feel the same?
At this point in life, the concept of living itself seems to have to value. If I did not have a family that would feel major regret and shame from my suicide, then I would end my life without hesitation.