When you're babysitting your bot(s) preferably your main.. and you see that "Connection lost, trying to reestablish" popup on the top left corner, and all of a sudden your mind set changes to "Holy fuck, Dear jesus if i'm not banned I will stop botting for the rest of the week"....Then 5 seconds later it was just lag/dc and you forget everything you just said and continue botting? lmao. 

i use to be like that lol

I feel the same way, i botted my main on all the skills, got a Quest cape, kept botting at lvl 98, then i decided i didn't want to bot on it anymore because i can just afk my way to 99 on most skills. I do have a 99 from Woodcutting, was using a FREE script on Osbot with a terrible anti-ban, the only thing it would do is look at the friends list and look at the skill stats. Somehow i managed to get the 99, using it for 28 hours at a time, but that was in December of last year. Now i don't have the balls to bot, i just use a mule or something to goldfarm.

ye everyone knows it, the mini heart attack

Yes God is not happy